That's enough of this perhaps for now. What a pleasant, spring-like afternoon, spent reading The fall of sleep in the sun and sometimes slipping right into a little sleep as I went. A touch more on sleep and dreams here.
"But whatever one's age, no one enters sleep without some sort of lullaby. No one can do without being led along by a cadence one does not even perceive, since it is precisely the cadence of absence that penetrates presence, sometimes in one single movement—in one single push that suddenly sends the present floating alongside itself—sometimes at several times—in several successive waves, like a tide licking the sand and impregnating it a little further each time, depositing flakes of sleepy foam. Rocking movements put us to sleep because sleep in its essence is itself a rocking, not a stable, motionless state. Lullaby: one charms, one enchants, one puts mistrust to sleep before putting wakefulness itself to sleep, one gently guides to nowhere—"
What the sleeper sees is...the eclipse itself: not the fiery ring around it, but the perfectly dark heart of the eclipse of being. But this darkness is not an invisibility: on the contrary, it offers the full visibility of what, in front of me—that in front where every image comes to be imaged, every color to shimmer, every outline traced—there is no more "in front" and everything is made equivalent to "in back" or to "nowhere". There is no share of the visible, consequently there is no invisible either. There is no division or partition. Everything that could come from outside or escape to it, all the supposed "messages" and any thoughts, whether they be of the eye or the ear, the nose, the mouth or skin, the nerves, the viscera, the neuron chains, muscles and tendons, wills or imaginations, desires or sufferings, all thoughts without exception do not disappear—far from it! but come to play freely, indistinctly distinct, in the expanse of nowhere...
In this non-appearing, one single thing shows itself. But it does not show itself to others, and in this precise sense it does not appear. It shows itself to itself and, even better, in accordance with the distinction posited, it shows itself in itself, it appears to itself in that minute and intimate interstice between self and self, there where self is self. That is why its philosophical expression is indeed this "I am," this ego sum that Descartes does not doubt is independent of whether or not I sleep and of whether or not everything I perceive is on the order of dream.
"I am," however, heard murmured by the unconsciousness of a dreamer, testifies less to an "I" strictly conceived than to a "self" simply withdrawn into self, out of reach of any questioning and of any representation. Murmured by unconsciousness, "I am" becomes unintelligible; it is a kind of grunt or sigh that escapes from barely parted lips. It is a preverbal stream that deposits on the pillow a barely visible trace, as if a little saliva had leaked out of that sleeping mouth.
The man or woman whose mouth thus mumbles a confused attestation of existence is no longer "I" and is not truly "self": but beyond the two, or simply set apart, indifferent to any kind of ipseity; he or she is in self in the sense of the thing in itself that Kant made famous, not without risking more than one misunderstanding. The thing in itself is nothing other than the thing in itself, but withdrawn from any relation with a subject of its perception or with an agent of its manipulation, from all phenomenality, the sleeping thing at rest, sheltered from knowledge, techniques, and arts of all kinds, exempt from judgments and prospects. The thing not measured, not measurable, the thing concentrated in its indeterminate and non-appearing thingness.
The sleeping self is the self of the thing in itself: a self that cannot even distinguish itself from what is not "self," a self without self, in a way, but that finds or touches in this being-without-self its most genuine autonomous existence. Further, this existence should rightly be called absolute: ab-solutum, it is detachment from everything, it is that from which every link, every relation, every connection or composition, has been dissolved and excluded. It is that which essentially comes undone, detaches itself and releases itself even from any relation with its own detachment. The thing in itself knows nothing about other things, and everything that appears to it or makes itself felt to it comes only from itself, comes to it in self from self, without any distance to travel, without any performance to present.
There is no representation, there is barely presentation, barely presence. The presence of the sleeper is the presence of an absence, the thing in itself is a thing of no-thing. Mass, though, which is massive, massed, rolled, curled around this self that exists by insisting on a nonexistence. Not, however, pushed or driven back into a stupefaction: on the contrary, rapt in fervor, in an adoration of the world where it opens its strange peace.
Suzanne Lately I have recurring fantasies of owning a TV and a newspaper home delivery subscription (Tue, 02 Mar 2010 23:58:11 GMT) Suzanne The news of difference never gets thru (Tue, 02 Mar 2010 04:48:57 GMT) Suzanne Remember that "I based my personality on record-album-X" game we were playing last week? My recent trip down Bob Seger memory lane has me deeply, deeply worried indeed... (Sun, 28 Feb 2010 20:37:40 GMT) Suzanne who wants to play those eights and aces? (Sun, 28 Feb 2010 00:40:22 GMT) Suzanne The internet thinks I should tarry with pilots. (Sat, 27 Feb 2010 18:05:17 GMT) Suzanne life is cute (Sat, 27 Feb 2010 06:44:36 GMT) Suzanne When a day turns as dark-and-threatening-to-stormy as this one appears to be turning, even a tuck-in to the cubicle seems delicious and cozy (Fri, 26 Feb 2010 19:50:43 GMT) Suzanne The most popular topics of conversation on my Facebook News Feed today are Charles Bernstein and hockey. (Thu, 25 Feb 2010 05:37:26 GMT) Suzanne another morning gone straight to hell on facebook (Sun, 21 Feb 2010 17:23:44 GMT) Suzanne facebook is having a freakout (Sat, 20 Feb 2010 17:58:02 GMT) Suzanne that was totally anti-climactic. (Sat, 20 Feb 2010 06:14:55 GMT) Suzanne I think there's an audio file and a bottle of bourbon in somebody's very, very near future. (Sat, 20 Feb 2010 00:40:15 GMT) Suzanne Freaky. YouTube is only five years old. (Thu, 18 Feb 2010 19:03:59 GMT) Suzanne The stars are aligned, but for what? (Wed, 17 Feb 2010 04:47:25 GMT) Suzanne Many, many thanks to the lovely Ms Morgan C Levy, for solving all my spreadsheet woes, and from a far far distance, and practically overnight. And many thanks to all other offers of spreadsheet support. xoxoxo (Tue, 16 Feb 2010 21:32:41 GMT) Suzanne There comes a time in the life of every nonstick pan that the way of noncommitment grows tiresome, and the desire to grab hold bit by bit reveals itself in action. Today a whole egg lost its life to love. (Tue, 16 Feb 2010 15:22:08 GMT) Suzanne I don't know which record album I based my personality on (Tue, 16 Feb 2010 04:07:50 GMT) Suzanne full time free time blonde (Fri, 12 Feb 2010 18:47:32 GMT) Suzanne someone needs to wash my mind out with soap (Fri, 12 Feb 2010 00:54:49 GMT) Suzanne Who out there is an Excel genius? I need help ASAP (Wed, 10 Feb 2010 21:22:34 GMT) Suzanne Let's hope he smells like cut grass and a suntan (Wed, 10 Feb 2010 19:34:20 GMT) Suzanne I have a crush on sleep (Wed, 10 Feb 2010 07:01:56 GMT) Suzanne hating on the new fb is the new so last redesign all over again (Wed, 10 Feb 2010 00:18:46 GMT) Suzanne "the New Body Language"? really? (Wed, 10 Feb 2010 00:14:45 GMT) Suzanne Liz Taylor is not his style (Mon, 08 Feb 2010 17:25:11 GMT) Suzanne My brother is trying to convince me to run a half-marthon in San Diego in June. Thus, I will need a training partner. Any east-bay takers? (Sun, 07 Feb 2010 22:32:31 GMT) Suzanne my house is a mess, i'm exhausted & I look like hell, but you won't care (Fri, 05 Feb 2010 03:59:53 GMT) Suzanne FAT OCCASIONAL DONUT HOLE (Thu, 04 Feb 2010 22:21:59 GMT) Suzanne will coffee help? (Thu, 04 Feb 2010 22:02:18 GMT) Suzanne I really love sleeping (Wed, 03 Feb 2010 07:49:59 GMT) Suzanne Honestly. Camping? In Antarctica? (Mon, 01 Feb 2010 05:47:46 GMT) Suzanne The great Euclid Avenue ant massacre of '10 (Sat, 30 Jan 2010 17:02:24 GMT) Suzanne my zeal seems to have run off on extended vacation. (Fri, 29 Jan 2010 23:04:55 GMT) Suzanne "One can do a semblance of surplus jouissance—it draws quite a crowd." (Sun, 24 Jan 2010 21:28:40 GMT) Suzanne fishing is popular in western australia (Sun, 24 Jan 2010 18:29:35 GMT) Suzanne I have an idea (Fri, 22 Jan 2010 16:50:19 GMT) Suzanne the lowest common denominator is really getting me down (Fri, 22 Jan 2010 01:44:34 GMT) Suzanne I'd just like to say that this whole poets theater 'rehearsal' business is totally in the way of I finally have a night off and am not asleep (Fri, 22 Jan 2010 00:32:17 GMT) Suzanne the bisbee, az of my mind (Thu, 21 Jan 2010 20:59:04 GMT) Suzanne The two-years-long 'experimental' 'poem' "Suzanne Stein as Community Producer" came to a close yesterday at 17:37:30 PST, now it's just debrief & documentation (Tue, 19 Jan 2010 21:39:21 GMT) Suzanne anyone who wants to bring by the mausseuse the housekeeper the cracklin flame the scotch---you get nothing in return but i'm a charming drunk when rested up (Tue, 19 Jan 2010 05:39:13 GMT) Suzanne I just sent an email, in what some might consider a 'professional' context, apologizing for being "lame-ass" (Thu, 14 Jan 2010 17:50:30 GMT) Suzanne does anyone else feel embarrassed by over-liking on facebook. i haven't been able to restrain my liking lately (Wed, 13 Jan 2010 17:20:58 GMT) Suzanne i'm really in an other mode mood (Wed, 13 Jan 2010 02:14:41 GMT) Suzanne wildity (Tue, 12 Jan 2010 20:04:55 GMT) Suzanne need a good quote (Mon, 11 Jan 2010 22:50:40 GMT) Suzanne the little engineer that could (Sun, 10 Jan 2010 17:22:00 GMT) Suzanne I just don't know what to do with it. (Sat, 09 Jan 2010 16:50:52 GMT) Suzanne what should we talk about? (Fri, 08 Jan 2010 23:18:13 GMT) Suzanne Facebook is hilarious this morning (Fri, 08 Jan 2010 17:39:40 GMT) Suzanne rogue toaster (Mon, 04 Jan 2010 04:11:36 GMT) Suzanne "I have tried to keep it concise in the hope that readers may reach the end." (Sun, 03 Jan 2010 21:15:44 GMT) Suzanne Bed, I am leaving you. Bed, I am taking my leave of you. Sheets, my adoring sheets, away with you blankets and pillows, i must rise from you! i must! rise! (Wed, 30 Dec 2009 22:36:31 GMT) Suzanne I keep trying to fetch Your Year in Status Updates like everyone else but every time it crashes the system (Wed, 30 Dec 2009 19:38:19 GMT) Suzanne I am watching a very black cat prowl over the grey shingle roof of a nearby house, wondering how it got up there and how it will get down. (Tue, 29 Dec 2009 21:11:58 GMT) Suzanne trying to silence car alarm with snooze button (Wed, 23 Dec 2009 17:23:42 GMT) Suzanne when the dark darkens my door I redouble my efforts (Thu, 17 Dec 2009 03:22:32 GMT) Suzanne sailor suits sewn by blonde slovenian grandmas (Tue, 15 Dec 2009 12:00:35 GMT) Suzanne need hot tub (Tue, 15 Dec 2009 02:11:35 GMT) Suzanne needs one to do the sleeping, another to do the feeding, plus if there was one for washing up, that would probably make it all work out alright (Fri, 11 Dec 2009 22:55:20 GMT) Suzanne Still processing the always eye-opening experience of the visit to the graduate student seminar. (Thu, 10 Dec 2009 16:04:04 GMT) Suzanne ack (Thu, 10 Dec 2009 00:01:37 GMT) Suzanne glows-in-the-dark bracelet in my pocket (Wed, 09 Dec 2009 05:59:10 GMT) Suzanne Can everyone please start acting out of character (Tue, 08 Dec 2009 02:16:59 GMT) Suzanne academy theater (Mon, 07 Dec 2009 15:56:26 GMT) Suzanne tiringly predictable. (Sun, 06 Dec 2009 17:12:27 GMT) Suzanne "I who make a profession of mute things" (Sat, 05 Dec 2009 15:31:24 GMT) Suzanne sky-scraper (Sat, 05 Dec 2009 05:39:58 GMT) Suzanne "Anniversaryitis" (Fri, 04 Dec 2009 18:08:33 GMT) Suzanne day, i had such high hopes for you, and i did nothing much with you at all (Fri, 04 Dec 2009 02:53:50 GMT) Suzanne can someone remind me what i'm supposed to be doing on Thurs Dec 10 (Mon, 30 Nov 2009 22:23:48 GMT) Suzanne Ativan, black coffee, elliptical trainer, Miles Davis, chocolate. Now to fix the dish and attend the party. (Thu, 26 Nov 2009 22:29:10 GMT) Suzanne Giddy (Wed, 25 Nov 2009 17:48:18 GMT) Suzanne Joseph Mosconi!! Galvanized Iron on the Citizens' Band is XLNT!! xo (Wed, 25 Nov 2009 07:00:39 GMT) Suzanne benadryl make wacky (Wed, 25 Nov 2009 00:18:30 GMT) Suzanne needs library card (Tue, 24 Nov 2009 21:48:13 GMT) Suzanne want to play hooky (Tue, 24 Nov 2009 21:39:23 GMT) Suzanne self-determining toaster oven (Tue, 24 Nov 2009 03:40:25 GMT) Suzanne I just opened the shades to find all the bedroom windows open, which does go some distance toward explaining why I had such difficulty keeping warm in the middle of the night (Sat, 21 Nov 2009 18:19:04 GMT) Suzanne I dislike. (Sat, 21 Nov 2009 17:46:02 GMT) Suzanne Brown corduroy and black pleather. It's definitely not working. (Mon, 16 Nov 2009 18:35:08 GMT) Suzanne vitamin c packet, you are my special, special friend (Fri, 13 Nov 2009 20:07:15 GMT) Suzanne flu don't fell me now (Thu, 12 Nov 2009 04:02:14 GMT) Suzanne tiny-internet-free-town fantasies on the rise (Tue, 10 Nov 2009 19:50:18 GMT) Suzanne O I have just gone down the dark and sparkling road of the infinite catalogue of old photos, whoa (Sat, 07 Nov 2009 07:15:49 GMT) Suzanne I have been given up to an absence of fiction (Fri, 06 Nov 2009 05:16:00 GMT) Suzanne all upside down it must be that SCORPIO WEATHER (Thu, 05 Nov 2009 22:38:53 GMT) Suzanne The cafe-barbershop-tattoo parlor-pool hall around the corner from my house has recently added Sunday yoga to their repertoire. (Thu, 05 Nov 2009 03:38:19 GMT) Suzanne Even my escape fantasies feel frazzled (Wed, 04 Nov 2009 19:32:30 GMT) Suzanne Hello says the apple (Mon, 02 Nov 2009 16:22:11 GMT) Suzanne Taking a catnap on the floor in the sun just now, was startled awake by a dream of a snarling dog sinking its teeth into my left ankle (Sat, 31 Oct 2009 21:55:17 GMT) Suzanne That key unlocks a kick unguent (Wed, 28 Oct 2009 19:08:59 GMT) Suzanne Chirping up (Wed, 28 Oct 2009 18:22:13 GMT) Suzanne This kit lacks a key ingredient (Wed, 28 Oct 2009 14:43:49 GMT) Suzanne Her kit lacks a key ingredient (Wed, 28 Oct 2009 14:03:11 GMT) Suzanne One wouldn't beat an English pet for failing to bark in French (Wed, 28 Oct 2009 13:51:44 GMT) Suzanne A prisoner here, yes, but I'm also free (Wed, 28 Oct 2009 07:08:32 GMT) Suzanne pumpkin seed season (Tue, 27 Oct 2009 22:50:37 GMT) Suzanne Try! magazine, dated Oct 16, 2009 (Mon, 26 Oct 2009 02:09:51 GMT) Suzanne He knows who delivers the arrows. (Sat, 24 Oct 2009 02:59:12 GMT) Suzanne Imperfectly impervious, thus the soft spots smart. (Sat, 24 Oct 2009 00:49:29 GMT) Suzanne Erika Staiti is taking me to task on the backchannel, no holds barred. Go Staiti. (Fri, 23 Oct 2009 20:43:30 GMT) Suzanne Okay, now I'm going to be selective with the liking. (Mon, 19 Oct 2009 23:11:37 GMT) Suzanne Hurry up, there's nothing up here to like on (Mon, 19 Oct 2009 23:04:36 GMT) Suzanne quit crowing (Sun, 18 Oct 2009 16:45:18 GMT) Suzanne thinks it hilarious. (Sat, 17 Oct 2009 18:01:26 GMT) Suzanne I spend good portions of my day laughing at my own private misreadings (Thu, 15 Oct 2009 23:23:55 GMT) Suzanne Fox chases down dream, finds a real rabbit in his teeth. (Wed, 14 Oct 2009 14:20:41 GMT) Suzanne Joseph Cornell, The Rain Barrel (I think I figured out that this will work. Let's try it. http://www.sfmoma.org/projects/artscope/index.html#zoom=8&r=416&artwork=16439 (Tue, 13 Oct 2009 23:35:40 GMT) Suzanne needs to be dried. (Tue, 13 Oct 2009 18:00:50 GMT) Suzanne Awake, listening to first storm arrive (Tue, 13 Oct 2009 10:49:30 GMT) Suzanne Eating frozen blueberries with fingers. Fingers, teeth, tongue: dark blue. (Tue, 13 Oct 2009 03:58:04 GMT) Suzanne Recognizes the construction. (Mon, 12 Oct 2009 04:49:48 GMT) Suzanne I *could* change out of my pajamas but why (Sun, 11 Oct 2009 22:17:15 GMT) Suzanne Sunday feels even more delicious when Monday's a holiday (Sun, 11 Oct 2009 17:56:36 GMT) Suzanne All the sweethearts of the world are out littering the bars (Sat, 10 Oct 2009 04:43:24 GMT) Suzanne Strong black coffee followed by half a plastic cup of crappy champagne at a brainstorming meeting does in fact a productive workday make (Thu, 08 Oct 2009 23:53:43 GMT) Suzanne That one hit the mark. (Thu, 08 Oct 2009 03:10:47 GMT) Suzanne Remember the dear gone summer days, when we were all so freewheeling and could frolic noon and night in the comment boxes all together? Dear long gone days of summer (Wed, 07 Oct 2009 20:16:02 GMT) Suzanne is considering solidarity juicing. (Tue, 06 Oct 2009 03:13:49 GMT) Suzanne This fall, if I don't want to, I'm not going to. (Mon, 05 Oct 2009 22:27:48 GMT) Suzanne Late afternoon nap on cool, sunny, October afternoon: dreamy. It's as if my apartment repaired itself. (Sun, 04 Oct 2009 01:34:58 GMT) Suzanne Ok. (Sat, 03 Oct 2009 22:02:01 GMT) Suzanne Distressed by the degree of unkemptness my apartment is exhibiting (Sat, 03 Oct 2009 04:34:36 GMT) Suzanne Mixing's kind of fun (Fri, 02 Oct 2009 05:32:03 GMT) Suzanne Habit, that safety razor of the soul. (Thu, 01 Oct 2009 15:44:57 GMT) Suzanne I just received an email from my cell service provider, with subject line: "Share more and satisfy Mother Nature" (Wed, 30 Sep 2009 18:18:15 GMT) Suzanne In an extremely freakish turn of events, my calendar tellls me I have NO MEETINGS today. (Wed, 30 Sep 2009 15:14:23 GMT) Suzanne malfunctioning (Tue, 29 Sep 2009 19:57:23 GMT) Suzanne "Beyond his preternatural affability there is some acid and some steel" (Mon, 28 Sep 2009 15:26:45 GMT) Suzanne DESCRIBE ALL IMMUNITIES PLEASE (Sun, 27 Sep 2009 19:49:58 GMT) Suzanne still feel a bit scrambled by the scale of the deal (Sat, 26 Sep 2009 17:21:45 GMT) Suzanne show a little faith, there's magic in the night (Fri, 25 Sep 2009 17:39:41 GMT) Suzanne Drunk on a full night's sleep (Wed, 23 Sep 2009 17:31:49 GMT) Suzanne Wednesday morning's preoccupation: swim for shore or (Wed, 23 Sep 2009 15:07:36 GMT) Suzanne I am in my cubicle corresponding with colleagues across the corridor (Tue, 22 Sep 2009 19:33:06 GMT) Suzanne Superfunded for Discontinuous Change (Tue, 22 Sep 2009 03:17:48 GMT) Suzanne can someone update my status for me please, i need to know how i'm feeling (Mon, 21 Sep 2009 04:42:52 GMT) Suzanne thank you Staiti for giving me my sense of humor back, and the Cloned Supernatural Ewe (Sun, 20 Sep 2009 21:09:15 GMT) Suzanne manhandling time, but badly (Sun, 20 Sep 2009 06:42:16 GMT) Suzanne of the many memorables of BB's last night's reading now being recalled in what's no longer this morning: "a fiery syntax lights up my feelings" (Sat, 19 Sep 2009 20:36:29 GMT) Suzanne can't sing. (Sat, 19 Sep 2009 05:28:23 GMT) Suzanne I believe in the photo conspiracy and in the sand in my quinoa conspiracy (Fri, 18 Sep 2009 20:10:47 GMT) Suzanne Here it is. http://www.echosounddesign.com/media/trains.mov (Fri, 18 Sep 2009 13:44:04 GMT) Suzanne can't find what I'm looking for (Fri, 18 Sep 2009 04:03:18 GMT) Suzanne this morning I was one-third of the way there and now I am two-thirds of the way there. not quite almost there (Fri, 18 Sep 2009 02:58:47 GMT) Suzanne dreamt an infinite solution to an infinite problem and promptly forgot it on waking damn it (Thu, 17 Sep 2009 22:41:54 GMT) Suzanne I even feel jealousy freely. (Thu, 17 Sep 2009 14:25:44 GMT) Suzanne I just told my boss I had no bandwith for caring until Friday. He rescheduled our meeting. (Wed, 16 Sep 2009 21:00:19 GMT) Suzanne Good morning, dear. (Wed, 16 Sep 2009 14:24:32 GMT) Suzanne I'm thinking it's either no sleep + maximum caffeinate or else it's the internet making me crazy (Tue, 15 Sep 2009 22:22:29 GMT) Suzanne I'm thinking facebook: def implicated in celebrity death syndrome (Tue, 15 Sep 2009 18:16:26 GMT) Suzanne Make me know it. (Tue, 15 Sep 2009 15:15:00 GMT) Suzanne It appears I am not sleeping. (Tue, 15 Sep 2009 11:29:29 GMT) Suzanne “If you have a regard for light--its gentleness and the subtleness and intensities on different days--you can only treat what the light illuminates with the same kind of regard” --David Ireland (Mon, 14 Sep 2009 19:13:04 GMT) Suzanne In Kaplan's honor: grey dress, grey stockings, beige tie, brown boots. (Mon, 14 Sep 2009 17:30:34 GMT) Suzanne was in the mood for nail polish. (Sun, 13 Sep 2009 23:11:14 GMT) Suzanne I hear it's apple season. (Sun, 13 Sep 2009 14:05:35 GMT) Suzanne In cubicle many hours of a rainy Saturday afternoon instead of home in bed by the fire with a book: priceless (Sun, 13 Sep 2009 01:10:55 GMT) Suzanne That is correct. (Sat, 12 Sep 2009 18:22:48 GMT) Suzanne Who the hell is Sally and can someone please tell her to keep it down (Fri, 11 Sep 2009 18:39:51 GMT) Suzanne The temperature in the felt room rises (Thu, 10 Sep 2009 14:53:02 GMT) Suzanne facebook entertain me (Wed, 09 Sep 2009 22:54:10 GMT) Suzanne Many fantastic suggestions from the day shift, reposting now for the night crew: I need as extensive & various a list of unusual, exceptional writings on/ written responses to/engagements with PHOTOGRAPHY as you can provide. Any genre! weird collaborations, single surprising bits of crit, poetry, fiction, etc. Your favorites? Thx xo, SS (Wed, 09 Sep 2009 03:01:54 GMT) Suzanne Friends, I need as extensive & various a list of interesting (unusual, exceptional) writings on/ written responses to/engagements with PHOTOGRAPHY as you can provide. Any genre. From the earliest days of the medium til now. Your favorites? Thx, xo, S (Tue, 08 Sep 2009 18:10:36 GMT) Suzanne is being weaned. (Tue, 08 Sep 2009 01:36:32 GMT) Suzanne You will experience difficulty breathing, this is normal / The breathing you experience is difficulty, this is normal (Mon, 07 Sep 2009 04:44:19 GMT) Suzanne http://www.imeem.com/people/2_MPaYF/music/DSlHaXQX/soul-coughing-janine/ (Sun, 06 Sep 2009 23:43:26 GMT) Suzanne Ozon obsession (Sun, 06 Sep 2009 18:12:52 GMT) Suzanne just in case i was getting too relaxed in the middle of my long holiday, sfmoma blog acting up like berefted child, at 5pm on eve of three day wkend hooray However i am so relaxed i am laughing, it is so absurd, creaky little silly little pet (Sat, 05 Sep 2009 00:11:36 GMT) Suzanne They ride the line of balance and hold on by just a thread (Fri, 04 Sep 2009 16:03:15 GMT) Suzanne Remove thorn please (Thu, 03 Sep 2009 19:44:51 GMT) Suzanne Lake Merritt, the way you look tonight (Thu, 03 Sep 2009 04:36:30 GMT) Suzanne The bright lights of Denver are shining like diamonds. (Wed, 02 Sep 2009 16:00:16 GMT) Suzanne 7am now looks like 6am used to (Wed, 02 Sep 2009 14:15:54 GMT) Suzanne lo siento. je souffre. (Wed, 02 Sep 2009 01:17:44 GMT) Suzanne is in no mood to be genteel about it (Tue, 01 Sep 2009 03:36:20 GMT) Suzanne hell hath bank note (Mon, 31 Aug 2009 21:45:32 GMT) Suzanne is no gentleman. (Sun, 30 Aug 2009 16:38:57 GMT) Suzanne It's foursie time, kittens. Who's after an ice-cold martini and a pedicure? (Sat, 29 Aug 2009 23:03:40 GMT) Suzanne really hoping the kombucha incident didn't spoil the manchego (Fri, 28 Aug 2009 20:04:56 GMT) Suzanne I don't play every hand, but I've tracked the cards & my mind is always on the game (Fri, 28 Aug 2009 15:49:33 GMT) Suzanne intends to be independently blue. (Thu, 27 Aug 2009 19:34:26 GMT) Suzanne mad tired, with miles to go (Thu, 27 Aug 2009 00:57:38 GMT) Suzanne giant dulcimer walked into my life this afternoon. take that, facebook dreamers (Wed, 26 Aug 2009 22:42:23 GMT) Suzanne Introverted exhibitionist in an extrovert's profession. It's a recipe for? (Tue, 25 Aug 2009 21:13:01 GMT) Suzanne The first one was pretty brilliant too. (Mon, 24 Aug 2009 23:00:01 GMT) Suzanne It's awfully early in the day to be desiring a nap. What do we call a nap at this hour? Going back to bed? (Mon, 24 Aug 2009 15:43:50 GMT) Suzanne Bizarre, detailed nightmare, the kind you watch but can't wake up from, adjacent by school bus to Jonestown. (Sun, 23 Aug 2009 14:05:10 GMT) Suzanne I'm about to go meet an artist who makes elaborate ceramic bongs. After which I will write about it. I leave all those who are underappreciating the marvelous wit of the Lady Gaga to their translations and meditations. (Sat, 22 Aug 2009 21:22:05 GMT) Suzanne Cedar, the wedge is real (Thu, 20 Aug 2009 17:26:46 GMT) Suzanne Backchannel. (Thu, 20 Aug 2009 15:42:05 GMT) Suzanne Predictive geometries. (Thu, 20 Aug 2009 10:54:52 GMT) Suzanne what, sleeping? that's absurd. (Thu, 20 Aug 2009 05:56:00 GMT) Suzanne Bracing, refreshing, long-overdue dip in the reality pool. (Wed, 19 Aug 2009 03:31:45 GMT) Suzanne off-the-richter-scale sway this a.m. (Tue, 18 Aug 2009 22:53:12 GMT) Suzanne shake it up, Facebook! (Tue, 18 Aug 2009 16:18:06 GMT) Suzanne coffee; on consequence of catnap (Sun, 16 Aug 2009 22:31:15 GMT) Suzanne hypoallergenic chinchilla (Thu, 13 Aug 2009 22:41:57 GMT) Suzanne we are who we say we are (Thu, 13 Aug 2009 13:57:52 GMT) Suzanne ouch. (Thu, 13 Aug 2009 03:25:01 GMT) Suzanne I don't have time to research all the new tools and tricks and options for this so called Outlook 'upgrade'. Can someone just tell me what I need to know? Like, how do you get all of your calendar appointments to exhibit WHAT TIME YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO BE THERE? (Wed, 12 Aug 2009 18:04:01 GMT) Suzanne stay loose honey (Wed, 12 Aug 2009 00:02:50 GMT) Suzanne It's not even merely good. (Tue, 11 Aug 2009 18:56:31 GMT) Suzanne Go to bed early and you've got a lot of catching up to do on Facebook in the morning (Tue, 11 Aug 2009 14:55:03 GMT) Suzanne my cousin's beautiful update, "if you see my marble I need it back" (Tue, 11 Aug 2009 04:13:22 GMT) Suzanne A case of mistaken identity. (Mon, 10 Aug 2009 20:06:00 GMT) Suzanne "Ripeness is all right but the lip is a couplet and nobody knows fuck-all about it." (Mon, 10 Aug 2009 03:45:23 GMT) Suzanne Proper Form Exhibits Attention (Sun, 09 Aug 2009 20:52:52 GMT) Suzanne Proper Form Inhibits Reinjury (Sun, 09 Aug 2009 19:41:28 GMT) Suzanne tangerine (Sat, 08 Aug 2009 18:07:19 GMT) Suzanne Do not fret (Sat, 08 Aug 2009 16:45:50 GMT) Suzanne why am I on facebook instead of in the car en route to where I am supposed to be right this minute (Sat, 08 Aug 2009 02:23:22 GMT) Suzanne KK, AK, S1, 7P (Fri, 07 Aug 2009 18:50:36 GMT) Suzanne I tried to finish it, but first I have to fall asleep (Fri, 07 Aug 2009 04:12:28 GMT) Suzanne need getaway car (Thu, 06 Aug 2009 23:38:18 GMT) Suzanne The internet has collapsed. Worse, it threatens to get back up. (Thu, 06 Aug 2009 15:50:19 GMT) Suzanne smart little marks, neat little teeth, dear little traps (Thu, 06 Aug 2009 04:49:27 GMT) Suzanne is it all just smoke and mirrors? (Thu, 06 Aug 2009 04:01:08 GMT) Suzanne attentive distance listening (Thu, 06 Aug 2009 00:09:14 GMT) Suzanne sudden affective disorder: a flush (Wed, 05 Aug 2009 19:23:13 GMT) Suzanne I need a bath. (Wed, 05 Aug 2009 04:59:46 GMT) Suzanne I need a hint. (Tue, 04 Aug 2009 23:53:08 GMT) Suzanne is here. (Tue, 04 Aug 2009 18:08:47 GMT) Suzanne is reflecting on this. (Tue, 04 Aug 2009 15:11:13 GMT) Suzanne Being alive is starting to sink in. (Sun, 02 Aug 2009 17:10:23 GMT) Suzanne The bride wanted Douglas Sirk, and Douglas Sirk she shall have (Sat, 01 Aug 2009 17:03:38 GMT) Suzanne happy when I am sleeping, and happy when I am awake (Sat, 01 Aug 2009 15:09:06 GMT) Suzanne Can I signal applause via "pretty"? (Sat, 01 Aug 2009 00:21:18 GMT) Suzanne SAILORS (Fri, 31 Jul 2009 18:32:57 GMT) Suzanne I like it but I don't want to endorse it (Fri, 31 Jul 2009 15:33:48 GMT) Suzanne Cued (Fri, 31 Jul 2009 14:00:36 GMT) Suzanne sleeping pets. (Fri, 31 Jul 2009 04:24:37 GMT) Suzanne Well now you're just showing off. (Thu, 30 Jul 2009 23:27:36 GMT) Suzanne Wow. I'm impressed. I'm going to have to get my game on. (Thu, 30 Jul 2009 20:39:11 GMT) Suzanne OUTED (Thu, 30 Jul 2009 18:09:26 GMT) Suzanne OUI (Thu, 30 Jul 2009 15:20:22 GMT) Suzanne i feel too sleepy for the job (Thu, 30 Jul 2009 02:31:08 GMT) Suzanne Will not unlike it. (Wed, 29 Jul 2009 22:58:28 GMT) Suzanne Better: YLT (Wed, 29 Jul 2009 15:25:17 GMT) Suzanne unusually happy meals (Wed, 29 Jul 2009 13:59:12 GMT) Suzanne Anyone in the bay have a spare pair of crutches? (Wed, 29 Jul 2009 03:47:30 GMT) Suzanne that one's rich with impossibilities (Tue, 28 Jul 2009 20:51:13 GMT) Suzanne leave the internet for a few hours and your facebook explodes (Tue, 28 Jul 2009 20:39:18 GMT) Suzanne I'm over-committed. Anyone want to help burn some bridges? (Sun, 26 Jul 2009 22:35:30 GMT) Suzanne it's never just 'a dress' in these situations. (Sun, 26 Jul 2009 02:23:01 GMT) Suzanne ok kids, let's break for lunch (Fri, 24 Jul 2009 18:43:23 GMT) Suzanne if there's a mistake to be made, I'M YOUR GAL!!! (Fri, 24 Jul 2009 18:03:16 GMT) Suzanne wondering if I would actually do something as crazy as I just wondered if I could do (Fri, 24 Jul 2009 14:57:03 GMT) Suzanne there's a headache in my head and that makes it awfully hard to get it off my mind (Thu, 23 Jul 2009 18:54:15 GMT) Suzanne Can't deal. Hailing a cabin. (Tue, 21 Jul 2009 00:25:19 GMT) Suzanne help! someone pet me (Mon, 20 Jul 2009 19:29:37 GMT) Suzanne Having now experienced ALL of the emotions well before lunch, I shall now temporarily sign off of the internet. Ciao! (Sun, 19 Jul 2009 16:51:46 GMT) Suzanne How cute! All the Lake Merritt geese were having a Saturday-morning lie-in, beaks tucked into wings. Sleepy geese! (Sat, 18 Jul 2009 15:39:39 GMT) Suzanne Facebook friends are acting freaky (Fri, 17 Jul 2009 06:26:00 GMT) Suzanne Three times in the last 10 minutes I've written the line "don't quote me on this". I need a nap. Long one. Really long. A year long "nap", by the sea. With a library. So I can let you quote me on this. (Tue, 14 Jul 2009 23:34:31 GMT) Suzanne "Impulsive behavior can lead to uncertainty". Cripes. Where was my horoscope when I got out of bed this morning? (Tue, 14 Jul 2009 02:27:39 GMT) Suzanne Social roulette, with all chambers loaded. (Mon, 13 Jul 2009 05:22:01 GMT) Suzanne Well, that was bumpy. (Fri, 10 Jul 2009 01:44:27 GMT) Suzanne I waste my share of mine (Thu, 09 Jul 2009 16:05:58 GMT) Suzanne gossiping on fb chat (Thu, 09 Jul 2009 05:43:13 GMT) Suzanne enormous brown cat on shoulder of very small man (Tue, 07 Jul 2009 18:19:43 GMT) Suzanne has never seen a firefly. (Mon, 06 Jul 2009 01:34:03 GMT) Suzanne house a bit disheveled; home, not so much (Sat, 04 Jul 2009 19:03:15 GMT) Suzanne now that was a conversation. (Fri, 03 Jul 2009 18:48:37 GMT) Suzanne My sidewalk coos to me (Wed, 01 Jul 2009 16:12:59 GMT) Suzanne IT'S A FICTION! (Wed, 01 Jul 2009 05:46:28 GMT) Suzanne You can get the news from Facebook. (Sat, 27 Jun 2009 17:13:59 GMT) Suzanne unbelievable. (Thu, 25 Jun 2009 22:41:46 GMT) Suzanne 4:59 is on my mind (Thu, 25 Jun 2009 19:49:48 GMT) Suzanne please god help me stop acting like a drunk teenager on facebook (Tue, 23 Jun 2009 18:24:39 GMT) Suzanne fell asleep last night with sweater on, books & pens in bed, window shades open & awakened this morning by bright sunrise at 6am, so freaking pretty (Sun, 21 Jun 2009 16:28:35 GMT) Suzanne staiti gave me homework. (Sat, 20 Jun 2009 07:46:44 GMT) Suzanne KARMA POLICE (Fri, 19 Jun 2009 16:29:22 GMT) Suzanne Those pretty green ribbons (Thu, 18 Jun 2009 16:20:02 GMT) Suzanne is in the carshare right now with the driver who was the subject of this two-yr old blog post: http://i-caved.blogspot.com/2007/06/i-ride-in-free-car-share-every-weekday.html (Wed, 17 Jun 2009 16:04:26 GMT) Suzanne is mishandling the internet (Tue, 16 Jun 2009 22:08:16 GMT) Suzanne endless summer, albeit a cold, foggy, wear-a-sweater one (Tue, 16 Jun 2009 21:11:33 GMT) Suzanne Thanks! (Tue, 16 Jun 2009 17:42:51 GMT) Suzanne the wind smells of hot dogs (Mon, 15 Jun 2009 00:03:05 GMT) Suzanne coincidence, sunshine, happiness, mirrors (Sun, 14 Jun 2009 17:50:24 GMT) Suzanne I went summer hazlenut instead. (Sat, 13 Jun 2009 02:39:13 GMT) Suzanne is basically cake. (Thu, 11 Jun 2009 21:44:07 GMT) Suzanne what're you doing later? (Thu, 11 Jun 2009 19:22:14 GMT) Suzanne is going to run away from town and the internet this weekend (Wed, 10 Jun 2009 17:53:28 GMT) Suzanne cube makes very cranky (Tue, 09 Jun 2009 20:24:56 GMT) Suzanne seasick sailors, rowing home. (Mon, 08 Jun 2009 16:10:22 GMT) Suzanne peaches. summer blondes. gamelan. higher rates of return. whether or not those crystals my mother gave me are wreaking havoc with my organizational system. which direction are they supposed to point anyway? are those sharp edges a feng shui faux pas and a (Mon, 08 Jun 2009 05:45:00 GMT) Suzanne the phrase spring donut sprang to mind (Sat, 06 Jun 2009 23:44:20 GMT) Suzanne wants to compare instructions (Sat, 06 Jun 2009 14:51:28 GMT) Suzanne Hi! (Fri, 05 Jun 2009 18:38:40 GMT) Suzanne Facebook hiatus, sweethearts. I'm going to overindulge in E.L.O. ballads and lick my Mercury wounds. Miss you! see you when I get back. xxxooo (Mon, 01 Jun 2009 14:37:41 GMT) Suzanne This has been the most bizarrely unrestful and yet wildly integrative 'holiday' I've ever taken (Mon, 01 Jun 2009 05:45:58 GMT) Suzanne When in doubt, butter honey & salt (Sun, 31 May 2009 16:46:15 GMT) Suzanne it's too early to be drunk (Sun, 31 May 2009 00:39:30 GMT) Suzanne oh internet (Sat, 30 May 2009 07:37:00 GMT) Suzanne Bay Area people: looking for a great seamstress or tailor who can/will remake an awesome dress from an old one that's falling apart for not tons of money--leads? (Fri, 29 May 2009 18:10:21 GMT) Suzanne I think that barking dog doesn't like my outfit (Fri, 29 May 2009 16:07:54 GMT) Suzanne little little town, I remember when you were littler, and had a wonderful bookstore (Thu, 28 May 2009 22:01:51 GMT) Suzanne a long, long drive (Thu, 28 May 2009 17:33:40 GMT) Suzanne surmounting the impossible problem of being only one person in only one place at only one time, argh (Wed, 27 May 2009 23:55:18 GMT) Suzanne this whole 'what's on your mind' crap day in day out is starting to get to me (Wed, 27 May 2009 23:10:25 GMT) Suzanne is retyping THE WHOLE THING (Wed, 27 May 2009 07:04:32 GMT) Suzanne Dreams so wild I need a nap. (Tue, 26 May 2009 16:37:26 GMT) Suzanne if i was in your play, or i did something in your series, would you remind me? and also, who wrote that play with neil alger brandon brown & me in it that involved apes drinking beer, pizza boxes, an old mattress, some wrestling and we used a bedsheet to (Mon, 25 May 2009 19:05:53 GMT) Suzanne if i was in your play, or i did something in your series, would you remind me? and also, who wrote that play with neil alger, brandon brown & me in it that involved apes drinking beer, pizza boxes, an old mattress, some wrestling and we used a bedsheet to (Mon, 25 May 2009 19:04:29 GMT) Suzanne Déjà vu (Mon, 25 May 2009 05:07:10 GMT) Suzanne excess in the time of belt-tightening (Sun, 24 May 2009 23:13:13 GMT) Suzanne i am on vacation (Sat, 23 May 2009 08:40:56 GMT) Suzanne i thought that said 'flush and lawless', then i took a long nap in the grass (Fri, 22 May 2009 23:06:50 GMT) Suzanne Alternatives. (Fri, 22 May 2009 19:29:21 GMT) Suzanne trying to imagine the relative weight and shape and location of all my internal organs (Fri, 22 May 2009 14:34:51 GMT) Suzanne NSFFB (Fri, 22 May 2009 07:06:47 GMT) Suzanne ok (Fri, 22 May 2009 07:03:11 GMT) Suzanne hello! (Fri, 22 May 2009 07:02:57 GMT) Suzanne hi! (Fri, 22 May 2009 07:02:49 GMT) Suzanne wake up! (Fri, 22 May 2009 07:02:27 GMT) Suzanne today (Fri, 22 May 2009 07:01:53 GMT) Suzanne tonite! (Fri, 22 May 2009 07:01:10 GMT) Suzanne to-morrow (Fri, 22 May 2009 07:01:03 GMT) Suzanne toes (Fri, 22 May 2009 07:00:47 GMT) Suzanne toe-shoes (Fri, 22 May 2009 07:00:35 GMT) Suzanne softshoe (Fri, 22 May 2009 07:00:22 GMT) Suzanne creamsicle! (Fri, 22 May 2009 06:59:43 GMT) Suzanne popsicle (Fri, 22 May 2009 06:58:49 GMT) Suzanne twist tie (Fri, 22 May 2009 06:57:46 GMT) Suzanne tank top (Fri, 22 May 2009 06:57:24 GMT) Suzanne sweat shop (Fri, 22 May 2009 06:57:13 GMT) Suzanne sunburn (Fri, 22 May 2009 06:56:50 GMT) Suzanne inner tube (Fri, 22 May 2009 06:56:44 GMT) Suzanne beer can (Fri, 22 May 2009 06:56:30 GMT) Suzanne tire swing (Fri, 22 May 2009 06:55:23 GMT) Suzanne champagne (Fri, 22 May 2009 06:53:56 GMT) Suzanne cherries (Fri, 22 May 2009 06:52:25 GMT) Suzanne car rides (Fri, 22 May 2009 06:50:52 GMT) Suzanne swimming (Fri, 22 May 2009 06:49:31 GMT) Suzanne summer. (Fri, 22 May 2009 06:42:30 GMT) Suzanne I'd like to send this mood back for another, thanks (Wed, 20 May 2009 04:47:33 GMT) Suzanne Those pineapple spelling bee cocktails were laced with VODKA (Tue, 19 May 2009 04:59:15 GMT) Suzanne tact. tacit. tacet. (Mon, 18 May 2009 20:28:17 GMT) Suzanne i love being alive in the morning (Sun, 17 May 2009 15:15:08 GMT) Suzanne This is the most overbooked Saturday in history. I'm going to the hot springs instead (Sat, 16 May 2009 17:22:28 GMT) Suzanne This is the most overbooked Saturday in history. I'm going to to the hot springs instead (Sat, 16 May 2009 17:21:00 GMT) Suzanne I have selective procrastination. I only put off the *really* important do-now things. (Fri, 15 May 2009 22:14:28 GMT) Suzanne Really hoping my wallet just decided to stay home on the couch (Fri, 15 May 2009 20:43:15 GMT) Suzanne This here's a story about the ROCK ISLAND LINE! (Thu, 14 May 2009 16:07:31 GMT) Suzanne So tired I took a taxi from the train station. the driver said, 'have a good dream' -- I intend to comply (Wed, 13 May 2009 06:31:03 GMT) Suzanne Hi! Hi! Hi! Hi! (Tue, 12 May 2009 17:05:23 GMT) Suzanne One day off is not enough. (Mon, 11 May 2009 05:48:06 GMT) Suzanne Money. (Sat, 09 May 2009 00:09:01 GMT) Suzanne wonders if her facebook personality is as stable as all of yours seem to be (Fri, 08 May 2009 02:02:57 GMT) Suzanne Now THAT was a truly fantastic day. (Thu, 07 May 2009 03:36:04 GMT) Suzanne sheep. but they're too frisky to sleep (Wed, 06 May 2009 08:07:13 GMT) Suzanne For a year I've been trying to determine the true coercive affective of my apartment, but without clear result. I can't decide if it's overprotective, or just cozy and benign. (Mon, 04 May 2009 06:20:28 GMT) Suzanne Along with a well-adjusted attitude towards the importance of sleep, I believe that ownership of lots of socks is the key to a happy life. (Sun, 03 May 2009 01:01:25 GMT) Suzanne sleeping is heaven (Sat, 02 May 2009 07:07:18 GMT) Suzanne I think all my facebook friends were drunk last night (Fri, 01 May 2009 14:37:01 GMT) Suzanne is an affectionate, machine-tickling aphid. (Tue, 28 Apr 2009 20:53:50 GMT) Suzanne I think I'm getting a crush on myself. (Mon, 27 Apr 2009 19:27:11 GMT) Suzanne I wish I was in a beach chair on the hot sand at Zuma beach, next to a striped umbrella wearing huge sunglasses and a bikini, covered in baby oil, drinking diet 7up out of a 32oz paper cup with melty ice, reading Seventeen magazine and admiring my toenail (Sun, 26 Apr 2009 18:51:30 GMT) Suzanne Poetry readings. (Sat, 25 Apr 2009 18:07:31 GMT) Suzanne Sculpture gardens. (Sat, 25 Apr 2009 16:24:31 GMT) Suzanne is Preposterously choosing not to. (Wed, 22 Apr 2009 23:40:16 GMT) Suzanne is Prepostourously choosing not to. (Wed, 22 Apr 2009 23:38:26 GMT) Suzanne Professionalism's gettin me down (Mon, 20 Apr 2009 03:51:30 GMT) Suzanne Massive fasting-induced headache but totally THRILLED about our new columnists at Open Space (Sun, 19 Apr 2009 17:49:08 GMT) Suzanne just saw a woman on New Montgomery carrying two large clear plastic boxes. The bigger box was full of mice, and vegetable detritus. The smaller box was full of rats. (Fri, 17 Apr 2009 21:11:25 GMT) Suzanne The Bee Gees, ABBA, Emile de Antonio, the Resurrection (Mon, 13 Apr 2009 18:01:04 GMT) Suzanne Neighbor has been folding my laundry again. Is this perverse? recriminatory? caretaking? Person has to stand in a dark basement to do it. (Sun, 12 Apr 2009 22:58:30 GMT) Suzanne unbroken pony just bit into the apple (Sat, 11 Apr 2009 21:09:17 GMT) Suzanne don't like getting rained on (Tue, 07 Apr 2009 17:28:30 GMT) Suzanne just put a thousand miles between me and where my thoughts do lie (Mon, 06 Apr 2009 16:57:23 GMT) Suzanne help i am once again the drunk transcriptionist (Sun, 05 Apr 2009 04:41:31 GMT) Suzanne heaven ain't bad but you don't get nothing done (Sun, 05 Apr 2009 03:42:48 GMT) Suzanne I'm so happy. It must be spring. (Wed, 01 Apr 2009 23:51:23 GMT) Suzanne New TAXT chapbook: Desequencer by Jasper Bernes. Backchannel for yours. (Wed, 01 Apr 2009 05:08:05 GMT) Suzanne transcribing again. have to get drunk again. (Tue, 31 Mar 2009 03:27:23 GMT) Suzanne not so good with questions (Mon, 30 Mar 2009 18:57:12 GMT) Suzanne is back to the Britney videos (Sun, 29 Mar 2009 09:51:43 GMT) Suzanne i love my facebook friends (Fri, 27 Mar 2009 16:00:17 GMT) Suzanne I love sleeping. (Fri, 27 Mar 2009 04:11:41 GMT) Suzanne new facebook, you are getting worse and worse. die new facebook die (Thu, 26 Mar 2009 05:12:43 GMT) Suzanne is waiting for a puppet opera to start (Wed, 25 Mar 2009 02:48:38 GMT) Suzanne still needs a nap (Tue, 24 Mar 2009 01:09:29 GMT) Suzanne I need a nap (Mon, 23 Mar 2009 19:45:42 GMT) Suzanne Facebook, you've changed. I'm just not happy anymore. (Sun, 22 Mar 2009 22:40:56 GMT) Suzanne Facebook, we've got to talk. (Sun, 22 Mar 2009 18:32:09 GMT) Suzanne is sweaty (Sat, 21 Mar 2009 21:59:39 GMT) Suzanne Not usually celebrity-centric but the death of Natasha Richardson is quite sad to me. (Thu, 19 Mar 2009 17:05:45 GMT) Suzanne flu? (Thu, 19 Mar 2009 03:29:13 GMT) Suzanne Toast is my favorite food. (Wed, 18 Mar 2009 06:55:30 GMT) Suzanne weird. I'm prepared ahead of time. (Wed, 18 Mar 2009 01:11:08 GMT) Suzanne is alive. (Tue, 17 Mar 2009 16:38:09 GMT) Suzanne Nothing is on my mind. (Tue, 17 Mar 2009 00:39:11 GMT) Suzanne thumbs down on the new facebook (Sat, 14 Mar 2009 07:45:24 GMT) Suzanne tweet (Mon, 09 Mar 2009 04:30:00 GMT) Suzanne I now want to favorite and thumbs-up everything. IE, I want to thumbs up that tree. Favorite your haircut. Etc (Wed, 04 Mar 2009 21:58:50 GMT) Suzanne hates money; loves you (Wed, 04 Mar 2009 08:37:39 GMT) Suzanne is going to see Jeanne Dielman @ 1pm today (Sat, 28 Feb 2009 18:39:05 GMT) Suzanne needs to cut back on the internet. (Fri, 27 Feb 2009 05:17:16 GMT) Suzanne needs to cut back on the coffee. (Thu, 26 Feb 2009 21:08:31 GMT) Suzanne is really proud of her brother. (Thu, 26 Feb 2009 05:43:39 GMT) Suzanne is moody (Tue, 24 Feb 2009 00:33:10 GMT) Suzanne is across 110th st (Mon, 23 Feb 2009 19:23:41 GMT) Suzanne is New York AND Paris (Sun, 22 Feb 2009 19:04:18 GMT) Suzanne That is Facebook spam. (Sun, 22 Feb 2009 02:50:34 GMT) Suzanne feels happy (Sat, 21 Feb 2009 19:40:33 GMT) Suzanne The fruit of the poor lemon? Impossible to eat. (Sat, 21 Feb 2009 08:37:36 GMT) Suzanne is trying to decide if this is really the baby she wants to raise. (Fri, 20 Feb 2009 19:55:29 GMT) Suzanne thinks you should give it away. (Fri, 20 Feb 2009 05:09:16 GMT) Suzanne "I am going to try to find an effective poem" (Thu, 19 Feb 2009 11:43:25 GMT) Suzanne I get Money (Tue, 17 Feb 2009 22:02:31 GMT) Suzanne affirms the bottom line (Sun, 15 Feb 2009 22:08:47 GMT) Suzanne is awake (Sun, 15 Feb 2009 12:58:14 GMT) Suzanne As of 9am this morning: New York: 5000, Bay Area: 0 (Fri, 13 Feb 2009 17:01:15 GMT) Suzanne is still at work, getting some long over-due tasks out of the way. (Fri, 13 Feb 2009 03:15:45 GMT) Suzanne It wasn't the flu, and it wasn't love. It must be boredom. (Fri, 13 Feb 2009 02:49:06 GMT) Suzanne looking to collapse the double life into just one life already (Thu, 12 Feb 2009 06:11:29 GMT) Suzanne this weird woozy feeling can't be love. It might be flu. (Wed, 11 Feb 2009 01:22:37 GMT) Suzanne kind of likes doing the budget. (Tue, 10 Feb 2009 04:51:49 GMT) Suzanne is tired of personality. (Sat, 07 Feb 2009 23:16:35 GMT) Suzanne http://www.nonsitecollective.org/node/546 (Fri, 06 Feb 2009 23:38:32 GMT) Suzanne has left the Internet. (Sat, 31 Jan 2009 17:55:02 GMT) Suzanne is starting to enjoy reading everyone's 25 things posts. (Fri, 30 Jan 2009 23:20:23 GMT) Suzanne This rat race is full of rats. (Tue, 27 Jan 2009 20:08:07 GMT) Suzanne feels like taking a two-month cross-country road trip. (Mon, 26 Jan 2009 19:53:45 GMT) Suzanne thinks you should write her a letter. (Sun, 25 Jan 2009 05:36:35 GMT) Suzanne I keep meaning to get out of bed and I keep forgetting to (Sat, 24 Jan 2009 22:25:33 GMT) Suzanne is catching up over @ pearlblossomhighway (Sat, 24 Jan 2009 20:52:02 GMT) Suzanne is happy, recovered, in love with first family, needs a nap, swoony, a bit nervous, did i say happy? recovered? (Fri, 23 Jan 2009 22:06:18 GMT) Suzanne I need to borrow a wig. Long Hair. Any Color. Anyone out there got a spare one? I need it tomorrow. (Fri, 23 Jan 2009 04:56:51 GMT) Suzanne has not recovered. (Thu, 22 Jan 2009 03:37:52 GMT) Suzanne beautiful desert of downtown oakland on a sunday morning (Sun, 18 Jan 2009 18:57:34 GMT) Suzanne is Swingmatism (Sun, 18 Jan 2009 17:14:03 GMT) Suzanne Facebook: making Suzanne nervous since 2008. (Sat, 17 Jan 2009 07:15:16 GMT) Suzanne is chatting with a bunny rabbit. (Fri, 16 Jan 2009 04:36:04 GMT) Suzanne hit the wall/bonked. taking the night off (Thu, 15 Jan 2009 03:48:05 GMT) Suzanne got kicked in the face HARD in yoga. fun. (Tue, 13 Jan 2009 04:10:59 GMT) Suzanne lost an entire day's work, freaked out, and it miraculously reappeared. I will try not absorb "freaking out" as future method of labor recovery. (Tue, 13 Jan 2009 00:21:12 GMT) Suzanne walking lakeside this morning with iPod on shuffle, Otis Redding reminded me I'd woken up from the oddest dream about you, and Otis, in the middle of the night. (Mon, 12 Jan 2009 18:34:09 GMT) Suzanne Actually, I think I have been fattening up for next weekend. (Mon, 12 Jan 2009 04:08:05 GMT) Suzanne is going to work. (Sun, 11 Jan 2009 16:29:51 GMT) Suzanne Sometimes I eat chocolate as if it were food. (Sun, 11 Jan 2009 05:17:46 GMT) Suzanne is going back in. I hope I can finish it tonight. I'm starting to feel like Dorothy Parker at the end of the road. (Sun, 11 Jan 2009 02:47:31 GMT) Suzanne is prepping for transcription the same way she had to last night. (Sat, 10 Jan 2009 04:44:23 GMT) Suzanne is fattening up for the winter. (Sat, 10 Jan 2009 04:10:18 GMT) Suzanne Being this happy all the time no matter what happens is starting to freak me out. (Thu, 08 Jan 2009 06:26:02 GMT) Suzanne would prefer never again to take the stand, the bus, the train unscripted ever again. I would like a script for brushing of the teeth please, thanks (Wed, 07 Jan 2009 04:51:58 GMT) Suzanne has the most terrifying task staring her down & sizing her up. And winning, ow (Wed, 07 Jan 2009 04:08:30 GMT) Suzanne is going to compartmentalize, and see if that works. (Mon, 05 Jan 2009 16:11:41 GMT) Suzanne My apartment feels like a swaddling blanket. (Mon, 05 Jan 2009 01:12:55 GMT) Suzanne now you try it. (Sun, 04 Jan 2009 03:08:43 GMT) Suzanne I am using the regular status update bar (Sun, 04 Jan 2009 03:08:32 GMT) Suzanne is it yellow, or pink? (Sun, 04 Jan 2009 03:08:15 GMT) Suzanne what is pink? (Sun, 04 Jan 2009 03:08:00 GMT) Suzanne are you watching the feed? (Sun, 04 Jan 2009 03:07:50 GMT) Suzanne geneva, geneva, my dear (Sun, 04 Jan 2009 03:07:40 GMT) Suzanne Hi Geneva (Sun, 04 Jan 2009 03:07:15 GMT) Suzanne Ow. Oh! (Thu, 01 Jan 2009 20:09:20 GMT) Suzanne I often wonder how my toaster feels about itself. (Tue, 30 Dec 2008 22:51:07 GMT) Suzanne Reading the status updates is my emotional rollercoaster. (Tue, 30 Dec 2008 05:03:03 GMT) Suzanne Please, someone, make me get out of bed already (Mon, 29 Dec 2008 19:30:09 GMT) Suzanne Look, here's what you do: live in SF, have no academic affiliation whatsoever, give & go to readings & play with all the suffering MLA-ers after hours! free han (Mon, 29 Dec 2008 17:52:22 GMT) Suzanne barrett watten is still reading & I wish I was taking video of laura and brent (Mon, 29 Dec 2008 06:14:38 GMT) Suzanne Je suis concurrent (Fri, 26 Dec 2008 07:47:23 GMT) Suzanne With a case of crackleflame log, a pound of coffee, and a bushel of root vegetable for roasting I see no reason to leave my apartment ever again. (Thu, 25 Dec 2008 22:30:36 GMT) Suzanne brandon phillips wins. we flip a coin, drink scotch, call tonya foster on the phone and ask her to rewrite the lines as Jessica in the third person. (Tue, 23 Dec 2008 17:53:13 GMT) Suzanne No, really: Which of us, me or Brandon Brown, should rewrite the first lines of our co-novella? First person to answer dictates the terms. (Tue, 23 Dec 2008 17:35:25 GMT) Suzanne Two months please, not two weeks. (Mon, 22 Dec 2008 18:39:42 GMT) Suzanne 's reading tweets. (Mon, 22 Dec 2008 05:45:58 GMT) Suzanne VIVA! LOS! BOYS! ON THE RADIO! (Mon, 22 Dec 2008 00:07:55 GMT) Suzanne VIVA LOS BOYS ON THE RADIO (Sun, 21 Dec 2008 17:30:06 GMT) Suzanne would like to get into a sandbox filled with sesame seed. (Sat, 20 Dec 2008 18:20:24 GMT) Suzanne I have the sesame dream team (Sat, 20 Dec 2008 08:16:35 GMT) Suzanne Actually, it's sesame oil that's impossible. I always absorb the oily projections of dreams (Sat, 20 Dec 2008 01:40:12 GMT) Suzanne is IMPOSSIBLE (Sat, 20 Dec 2008 00:32:25 GMT) Suzanne Spell dreams, please. (Fri, 19 Dec 2008 06:56:58 GMT) Suzanne This is a story that will not be believed, but no matter; I must wash up now. (Fri, 19 Dec 2008 05:37:15 GMT) Suzanne has run out of sesame oil. (Fri, 19 Dec 2008 04:56:51 GMT) Suzanne has her mind's eye on having a glass with you (Fri, 19 Dec 2008 03:35:14 GMT) Suzanne come to the movies Saturday: http://blog.sfmoma.org/2008/12/18/viva-las-vegas-showgirls/ (text by Brecht Andersch) (don't defriend me, Steve Evans! xxoo) (Thu, 18 Dec 2008 19:06:25 GMT) Suzanne 's whistling into it. (Thu, 18 Dec 2008 01:27:40 GMT) Suzanne I get the news I need on the weather report, I can gather all the news I need on the weather report (Tue, 16 Dec 2008 19:24:34 GMT) Suzanne Anything worth doing is worth doing from the comfort of your own bed. (Mon, 15 Dec 2008 20:25:00 GMT) Suzanne did not answer a question about your personal life. That is Facebook spam. (Sun, 14 Dec 2008 15:45:48 GMT) Suzanne 's e key is sticky (Sat, 13 Dec 2008 04:26:27 GMT) Suzanne can't sleep (Fri, 12 Dec 2008 11:56:50 GMT) Suzanne is awake (Fri, 12 Dec 2008 11:55:05 GMT)
Status cleared (Thu, 11 Dec 2008 23:44:10 GMT) Suzanne what is it with two o'clock? I so much would like to nap. (Thu, 11 Dec 2008 22:04:09 GMT) Suzanne can't seem to shake this terrifically great and giddy mood I've been in for weeks and weeks PLUS my email inbox has me, how do you say? ROTFLMFAO (Wed, 10 Dec 2008 17:52:03 GMT) Suzanne is going to take an actual vacation if she can remember how to spell vacation (Wed, 10 Dec 2008 04:27:10 GMT) Suzanne My hamstrings have fallen out of love with me (Tue, 09 Dec 2008 23:54:22 GMT) Suzanne now that I can't TMI all over my status updates I'm at a total loss for what to say. (Tue, 09 Dec 2008 18:52:25 GMT)
Status cleared (Tue, 09 Dec 2008 04:09:00 GMT) Suzanne saw this in Graham Foust's comment box yesterday and just can't keep it to myself: http://www.cryingwhileeating.com/ (Sat, 06 Dec 2008 18:30:19 GMT)
Status cleared (Sat, 06 Dec 2008 03:29:16 GMT) Suzanne I love the movies and I take a lot of showers. (Sat, 06 Dec 2008 02:33:43 GMT)
Status cleared (Fri, 05 Dec 2008 17:55:11 GMT) Suzanne is @ home with a cold and a budget. (Fri, 05 Dec 2008 17:52:22 GMT) Suzanne is organizing a very exciting group reading for TAXT! Save date: Jan 18th @ 21 Grand. (Wed, 03 Dec 2008 05:56:46 GMT) Suzanne is very nearly at her wits' end. It wasn't far to go to begin with, but still! (Tue, 02 Dec 2008 23:50:25 GMT)
Status cleared (Tue, 02 Dec 2008 23:48:37 GMT) Suzanne is very nearly at wits end. It wasn't a far distance to begin with, but still. (Tue, 02 Dec 2008 23:48:29 GMT)
Status cleared (Tue, 02 Dec 2008 05:11:21 GMT) Suzanne I have fallen in love with the Crackleflame All Natural Burns Cleaner Than Wood Firelog. (Tue, 02 Dec 2008 03:58:40 GMT)
Status cleared (Tue, 02 Dec 2008 03:50:10 GMT) Suzanne is reading The Collected Poetry of Jack Spicer & is very grateful to Peter Gizzi & Kevin Killian for producing it. (Sun, 30 Nov 2008 22:26:29 GMT) Suzanne Has got a crush on you. (Sat, 29 Nov 2008 19:53:14 GMT)
Status cleared (Sat, 29 Nov 2008 07:04:23 GMT) Suzanne is having the unfortunate feeling she dreamt of Facebook. (Fri, 28 Nov 2008 20:59:54 GMT)
Status cleared (Fri, 28 Nov 2008 05:18:03 GMT) Suzanne kempt & cozy. fire in the fireplace, shoo fly shoo, a novel, a cognac, a kitten's in the buttermilk, shoo fly shoo. (Fri, 28 Nov 2008 04:58:48 GMT)
Status cleared (Thu, 27 Nov 2008 06:29:17 GMT) Suzanne Yes, I'm pretty sure you can get cashmere cookware if you really want it. Lavendar-scented triple-dyed saucepans & ladles. (Wed, 26 Nov 2008 20:36:51 GMT) Suzanne I want the cashmere hoodie miracle sleep pajamas of all next week. (Wed, 26 Nov 2008 03:43:15 GMT) Suzanne I want the cashmere miracle pajamas of holiday sleep. (Tue, 25 Nov 2008 20:31:12 GMT) Suzanne gazing towards the glittering, not-too-distant miracle which is four days of holiday home in my own apartment. (Tue, 25 Nov 2008 16:13:12 GMT) Suzanne wants cashmere pajamas. (Tue, 25 Nov 2008 05:05:46 GMT) Suzanne feels somewhat less wonderful than she felt before. (Tue, 25 Nov 2008 00:40:50 GMT) Suzanne is going to watch an old favorite, Opening Night. (Mon, 24 Nov 2008 04:43:52 GMT) Suzanne is in bed with a stack of books and is going to stay here the rest of the day. (Sun, 23 Nov 2008 23:43:07 GMT) Suzanne November 2008 has been one of the best months of my life. (Sun, 23 Nov 2008 11:38:24 GMT)
Status cleared (Fri, 21 Nov 2008 07:07:14 GMT) Suzanne wishes someone would put her to bed. (Fri, 21 Nov 2008 07:07:06 GMT) Suzanne felt like walking. (Fri, 21 Nov 2008 06:51:03 GMT)
Status cleared (Thu, 20 Nov 2008 22:01:59 GMT) Suzanne needed to hit the ground running but so far is only managing a trot. (Thu, 20 Nov 2008 22:00:26 GMT) Suzanne thinks this whole "leaving New York" thing is silly (Wed, 19 Nov 2008 20:49:07 GMT) Suzanne is DRIFT (Sat, 15 Nov 2008 05:51:36 GMT)
Status cleared (Sat, 15 Nov 2008 02:51:14 GMT) Suzanne has taken a lot of pretty wrong turns today (Fri, 14 Nov 2008 22:18:42 GMT) Suzanne facebook tells me so many things I'd prefer not to know. (Fri, 14 Nov 2008 18:02:16 GMT) Suzanne is trying to get to david brazil's birthday party (Fri, 14 Nov 2008 06:08:48 GMT)
Status cleared (Wed, 12 Nov 2008 14:37:36 GMT) Suzanne is tired for serious, but happy & doesn't mind (Wed, 12 Nov 2008 04:02:37 GMT) Suzanne is writing yet another talk. (Tue, 11 Nov 2008 04:04:53 GMT) Suzanne there is nothing dreamier than spending a quiet beautiful day in my pretty apartment of views and windows. (Mon, 10 Nov 2008 00:54:56 GMT) Suzanne burnt the toast and spilled the honey. (Sat, 08 Nov 2008 18:26:11 GMT) Suzanne south of intention (Sat, 08 Nov 2008 05:18:29 GMT) Suzanne needs a nap/isn't gonna get one (Fri, 07 Nov 2008 22:00:42 GMT)
Status cleared (Wed, 05 Nov 2008 16:10:20 GMT) Suzanne holy shit (Wed, 05 Nov 2008 05:57:02 GMT) Suzanne waited an hour in line to vote and loved every freaking minute of it. (Tue, 04 Nov 2008 16:40:44 GMT)
Status cleared (Sun, 02 Nov 2008 06:11:15 GMT) Suzanne slept for 12 hours. (Sat, 01 Nov 2008 17:48:53 GMT)
Status cleared (Sat, 01 Nov 2008 04:01:02 GMT) Suzanne Private bulletin in public space on the subject of improper socialization: A status update is a line of POETRY, after all (Fri, 31 Oct 2008 01:42:14 GMT)
Status cleared (Thu, 30 Oct 2008 04:11:58 GMT) Suzanne is waiting for Facebook to tell her what to do. (Mon, 27 Oct 2008 03:29:16 GMT)
Status cleared (Mon, 27 Oct 2008 02:04:10 GMT) Suzanne enjoys reinventing the wheel. wouldn't you like to cycle on wheels I invented? (Sun, 26 Oct 2008 17:41:56 GMT) Suzanne I feel delirious with autumn day (Sat, 25 Oct 2008 18:50:06 GMT) Suzanne is Christmas music in October. (Sat, 25 Oct 2008 15:57:47 GMT)
Status cleared (Fri, 24 Oct 2008 20:45:42 GMT) Suzanne is at home on a beautiful fall day, having a lot of fun editing a fantastic interview w/ Rudolf on THE ART OF PARTICIPATION for the sfmoma blog. (Fri, 24 Oct 2008 19:00:58 GMT) Suzanne is learning. (Thu, 23 Oct 2008 21:19:42 GMT) Suzanne Why, facebook, WHY? (Wed, 22 Oct 2008 01:38:31 GMT)
Status cleared (Wed, 22 Oct 2008 01:37:46 GMT) Suzanne Facebook persistently tries to sell me "VIP Singles" with pics of tan gents in breezy half-buttoned white shirts and speedboats. What do you get? (Mon, 20 Oct 2008 01:00:09 GMT) Suzanne excels at the scrambled egg arts. (Sat, 18 Oct 2008 18:13:23 GMT) Suzanne is being weaned. (Sat, 18 Oct 2008 17:36:36 GMT) Suzanne How's this for a statistic: "27 percent felt less agony" (Tue, 14 Oct 2008 21:55:39 GMT) Suzanne loves the French goodbye. (Sat, 11 Oct 2008 17:55:35 GMT) Suzanne I have radically improved my quality of life by turning off the pop-up 'email alert' feature at work and the ringing "email-alert" feature at home. Wow! (Sat, 11 Oct 2008 00:36:38 GMT)
Status cleared (Wed, 08 Oct 2008 14:34:09 GMT) Suzanne High, low, and in between, baby, JUST LIKE YOU (Wed, 08 Oct 2008 00:49:45 GMT) Suzanne I've just committed to a zero-architecture quota til Paris leaves New York for San Francisco. (Tue, 07 Oct 2008 05:08:57 GMT)
Status cleared (Mon, 06 Oct 2008 16:19:10 GMT) Suzanne is obsessed with HARD CANDY (Mon, 06 Oct 2008 16:19:07 GMT) Suzanne is still mourning the death of Muxtape. (Sun, 05 Oct 2008 16:01:37 GMT) Suzanne will be the breeze after the storm is gone (Sat, 04 Oct 2008 03:16:16 GMT)
Status cleared (Wed, 01 Oct 2008 06:22:54 GMT) Suzanne I gave up smoking, wheat, beer, and now chocolate. FACEBOOK IS NEXT, people! (Tue, 30 Sep 2008 03:04:33 GMT) Suzanne I know what to do when the train is going one direction and what I want is in the other. (Sun, 28 Sep 2008 05:51:17 GMT) Suzanne Stockings? Target. Lipgloss by Chanel. (Fri, 26 Sep 2008 17:13:59 GMT) Suzanne is mad crushing. (Thu, 25 Sep 2008 18:26:32 GMT)
Status cleared (Thu, 25 Sep 2008 17:53:01 GMT) Suzanne is totally useless. Why has no one yet written the weekend report? for the best weekend in recent memory/history/ that I can't remember (Wed, 24 Sep 2008 21:21:19 GMT)
Status cleared (Wed, 24 Sep 2008 21:18:06 GMT) Suzanne That's how strong my love is (Wed, 24 Sep 2008 19:38:01 GMT)
Status cleared (Wed, 24 Sep 2008 05:32:14 GMT) Suzanne New collection rotation: artworks with animal sounds: blog.sfmoma.org (Wed, 24 Sep 2008 04:42:06 GMT) Suzanne decathected. (Sun, 21 Sep 2008 20:20:34 GMT)
Status cleared (Sun, 21 Sep 2008 17:08:05 GMT) Suzanne is still thinking about a brief, very singular exchange with a near-stranger last night. (Sat, 20 Sep 2008 22:04:12 GMT) Suzanne is trying to breathe steady through a serious case of pre-performance anxiety (Sat, 20 Sep 2008 18:29:42 GMT) Suzanne poets + poets + poetry + poets + DANA WARD + poets + sadie's + poets! xxxxxooooo, ss (Sat, 20 Sep 2008 17:34:29 GMT)
Status cleared (Fri, 19 Sep 2008 15:44:51 GMT) Suzanne when I was sleepless at four in the morning, I received this soothing one-line reminder from a friend: "to be brave enough to make imperfect objects" (Fri, 19 Sep 2008 13:44:20 GMT) Suzanne I'm so romantic I hate tearing the frozen bread slices asunder (Thu, 18 Sep 2008 14:31:36 GMT)
Status cleared (Thu, 18 Sep 2008 10:37:46 GMT) Suzanne Don't. (Thu, 18 Sep 2008 06:33:25 GMT)
Status cleared (Thu, 18 Sep 2008 06:31:17 GMT) Suzanne You think *you're* fucked? just try being alive AND being a Pisces (Wed, 17 Sep 2008 23:41:13 GMT) Suzanne You think *you're* fucked; just try being alive AND being a pisces. (Wed, 17 Sep 2008 23:39:52 GMT) Suzanne just bought a ticket to New York. (Wed, 17 Sep 2008 17:19:39 GMT) Suzanne I am awake. (Wed, 17 Sep 2008 11:03:47 GMT)
Status cleared (Wed, 17 Sep 2008 03:53:44 GMT) Suzanne Can someone else write my status updates for me? Or, who wants to trade Facebook identities for a day? I'll be Brandon Brown, you be Alli Warren. (Wed, 17 Sep 2008 03:53:35 GMT)
Status cleared (Wed, 17 Sep 2008 03:52:39 GMT) Suzanne Can someone else write my status updates for me? (Wed, 17 Sep 2008 03:51:50 GMT) Suzanne is working. (Tue, 16 Sep 2008 14:36:01 GMT) Suzanne I am sleeping. (Tue, 16 Sep 2008 04:46:52 GMT)
Status cleared (Tue, 16 Sep 2008 04:36:55 GMT) Suzanne is sick of the "doug's a hot attorney" facebook ads and wonders what you people identifying as 'married' get. Diaper ads? Real estate? What? (Tue, 16 Sep 2008 04:35:09 GMT) Suzanne FIRST THING YOU LEARN IS THAT YOU ALWAYS GOTTA WAIT (Mon, 15 Sep 2008 19:04:39 GMT)
Status cleared (Mon, 15 Sep 2008 04:43:23 GMT) Suzanne is taking a shower. (Sun, 14 Sep 2008 21:01:02 GMT)
Status cleared (Sun, 14 Sep 2008 20:38:32 GMT) Suzanne : luckless in love, but in friendship spoiled w. a grove of fragrant, money-growing shade trees flowering in a hot green valley flowing w. chocolate & champagne (Sun, 14 Sep 2008 20:38:20 GMT) Suzanne is going out for coffee. (Sun, 14 Sep 2008 17:02:34 GMT) Suzanne is lying in bed, reading The Poet Assassinated. (Sun, 14 Sep 2008 05:29:57 GMT) Suzanne is lying in bed, watching Harold and Maude. (Sat, 13 Sep 2008 17:23:32 GMT) Suzanne had so much fun tonight, playing Molly Martin, realtor/bartender/Geyser! fan, and now falls feverishly to bed to dream sweet fever dreams of flame-hot fortune. (Sat, 13 Sep 2008 06:46:14 GMT) Suzanne is going to Geyser! (Fri, 12 Sep 2008 19:43:27 GMT)
Status cleared (Fri, 12 Sep 2008 19:43:19 GMT) Suzanne I swallow the New Chapter Organics Every Woman's Inner Beauty probiotic nutrient vitamins three times a day like they're antianxiety miracle pills (Thu, 11 Sep 2008 21:29:15 GMT) Suzanne I swallow the New Chapter Organics Every Woman's Inner Beaty probiotic nutrient vitamins three times a day like they're antianxiety miracle pills (Thu, 11 Sep 2008 21:28:43 GMT) Suzanne it seems to have already become that time of year when, after getting out of bed in the morning, the most delicious thing you can do is crawl back into it. (Wed, 10 Sep 2008 13:00:11 GMT) Suzanne is between a cloud and a soft place (Wed, 10 Sep 2008 02:48:57 GMT) Suzanne is rolling the fog right out again (Mon, 08 Sep 2008 18:44:46 GMT)
Status cleared (Mon, 08 Sep 2008 06:09:49 GMT) Suzanne is about to watch 'a boiling pot of lust and violence': Les Biches. Fun! (Mon, 08 Sep 2008 03:45:52 GMT) Suzanne is in the drive-thru car wash (Sun, 07 Sep 2008 23:14:28 GMT) Suzanne The valiant little sun of my heart will take this to heart. (Fri, 05 Sep 2008 04:34:24 GMT)
Status cleared (Fri, 05 Sep 2008 04:22:02 GMT) Suzanne this is what I did instead (Fri, 05 Sep 2008 01:06:26 GMT) Suzanne Nothing's left of the structure of the fantasy. I'm in new neurological space. Can I status update? (Thu, 04 Sep 2008 21:25:25 GMT)
Status cleared (Thu, 04 Sep 2008 20:00:24 GMT) Suzanne Someone take the status updates away from me. (Thu, 04 Sep 2008 18:15:45 GMT)
Status cleared (Thu, 04 Sep 2008 18:15:15 GMT) Suzanne You never walk alone/you're forever talking on the phone/I try to call your name/but every time it come out the same (Thu, 04 Sep 2008 15:42:28 GMT) Suzanne is having status-updaters block. (Thu, 04 Sep 2008 05:39:19 GMT)
Status cleared (Thu, 04 Sep 2008 04:31:52 GMT) Suzanne just Suzanne. (Wed, 03 Sep 2008 04:27:14 GMT)
Status cleared (Wed, 03 Sep 2008 04:24:11 GMT) Suzanne is eyeing September's toppling over on top of her (Tue, 02 Sep 2008 05:15:24 GMT)
Status cleared (Tue, 02 Sep 2008 05:10:51 GMT) Suzanne finally decided there are some things you really CAN'T say on facebook. (Sun, 31 Aug 2008 21:07:05 GMT)
Status cleared (Sun, 31 Aug 2008 03:11:28 GMT) Suzanne I cannot comply. (Sun, 31 Aug 2008 00:57:20 GMT) Suzanne awaits your instruction. (Sat, 30 Aug 2008 22:05:24 GMT) Suzanne is applying a bandage. (Sat, 30 Aug 2008 19:41:07 GMT) Suzanne is watching. (Sat, 30 Aug 2008 14:31:30 GMT)
Status cleared (Sat, 30 Aug 2008 05:01:24 GMT) Suzanne has a late-summer spring fever. restless, excited, decadent, lazy. (Fri, 29 Aug 2008 21:30:55 GMT) Suzanne has a late-summer spring fever (Fri, 29 Aug 2008 21:30:04 GMT)
Status cleared (Fri, 29 Aug 2008 21:18:42 GMT)
Status cleared (Fri, 29 Aug 2008 20:17:00 GMT) Suzanne is thinking, a bit drunkenly, about belonging, about the dead object, about the exhibitionist, and about the voyeur. (Fri, 29 Aug 2008 06:41:01 GMT) Suzanne is thinking, a bit drunkenly, about belonging, about the dead object, about the exhibitionist, and the voyeur. (Fri, 29 Aug 2008 06:40:15 GMT) Suzanne is thinking, a bit drunkenly, about belonging, about the dead object, the exhibitionist, and the voyeur. (Fri, 29 Aug 2008 06:39:46 GMT) Suzanne Here I am, 'alone' in my cubicle, outsourcing my anxiety and causing myself giddy laughter, all alone in the giddy, conditioned, air-cubicle box thing I live in (Thu, 28 Aug 2008 17:26:17 GMT) Suzanne Here I am, alone in my cubicle, outsourcing my anxiety and causing myself giddy laughter, all alone in the giddy, conditioned, air-cubicle box thing I live in (Thu, 28 Aug 2008 17:25:52 GMT) Suzanne Here I am, alone in my cubicle, outsourcing my anxiety and causing myself giddy laughter, all alone in my giddy, conditioned, air-cubicle box thing I live in (Thu, 28 Aug 2008 17:25:23 GMT) Suzanne Here I am, "alone" in my cubicle, outsourcing my anxiety and causing myself giddy laughter, all alone in my giddy, conditioned, air-cubicle box thing I live in (Thu, 28 Aug 2008 17:24:51 GMT)
Status cleared (Thu, 28 Aug 2008 02:29:28 GMT) Suzanne The calling I might have missed: aloof, alluring, domesticated housepet (Thu, 28 Aug 2008 02:27:43 GMT)
Status cleared (Wed, 27 Aug 2008 18:50:10 GMT) Suzanne I have never in my whole life had such a morning of totally insane email. (Wed, 27 Aug 2008 16:44:45 GMT) Suzanne I have just said yes to everything. (Wed, 27 Aug 2008 14:33:02 GMT) Suzanne will now say yes to everything. (Wed, 27 Aug 2008 14:27:58 GMT)
Status cleared (Wed, 27 Aug 2008 12:57:43 GMT) Suzanne Once I stopped an international underwater high-speed railway train for love. (Wed, 27 Aug 2008 04:56:50 GMT)
Status cleared (Wed, 27 Aug 2008 04:16:57 GMT) Suzanne is reconsidering. (Wed, 27 Aug 2008 02:05:19 GMT) Suzanne I'm just curious: would you pay $1 for a hair from my head? (Tue, 26 Aug 2008 15:03:30 GMT) Suzanne The "free heals" are totally not working. I am going to have to redouble my efforts. (Tue, 26 Aug 2008 02:02:55 GMT)
Status cleared (Mon, 25 Aug 2008 14:54:14 GMT) Suzanne is rested and happy and clean and wonders what the next few months will bring. (Mon, 25 Aug 2008 03:15:00 GMT)
Status cleared (Sun, 24 Aug 2008 21:49:24 GMT) Suzanne My Lake Merritt apartment is an excellent antidote to all that ails you and I invite you to drop by for a visit. (Sun, 24 Aug 2008 17:49:04 GMT)
Status cleared (Sat, 23 Aug 2008 16:25:57 GMT) Suzanne is listening. (Sat, 23 Aug 2008 09:23:54 GMT) Suzanne is home. That was the worst accident I have ever seen. (Sat, 23 Aug 2008 08:39:37 GMT) Suzanne is in the worst bay bridge traffic anyone has ever seen. fuck. dead stop! seriously. I am watching a dude WALK over the bridge. faster than I can drive (Sat, 23 Aug 2008 08:02:51 GMT) Suzanne is in the worst bay bridge traffic anyone has ever seen. fuck. dead stop! (Sat, 23 Aug 2008 07:57:28 GMT) Suzanne is in the worst bay bridge traffic anyone has ever seen. fuck. (Sat, 23 Aug 2008 07:55:41 GMT) Suzanne God made that chicken, snapped off its little head, and brought it home to roast. (Fri, 22 Aug 2008 17:33:41 GMT) Suzanne I spilled bourbon all over David Hicks's "Living with Design" but somehow I don't think he'd mind (Fri, 22 Aug 2008 07:44:09 GMT)
Status cleared (Thu, 21 Aug 2008 00:27:57 GMT)